A few years ago I was
sitting with an old Pastor who had labored faithfully in one congregation for
decades and yet had seen little or no "growth" in his flock. I asked
him if he ever got jealous when he saw other congregations growing and other
ministers being used in the salvation of souls. "I used to," he
replied, "and I still long to be a blessing to precious souls. However I
came to realize that while God's work through me was important, God's
work in me was even more important." I was puzzled and asked him to
expand a bit. "Well, I have come to realize that God may have put me into
the ministry primarily for my own sanctification." This startling thought
has often encouraged me in my low times. And it has kept a check on me in times
of blessing too. The Christian Church has all too many examples of men who have
focused on God's working through them, to the neglect of God's work in them.
Fellow pastors and preachers, God has called you into the ministry not only to
work through you but also (primarily?) to work in you. As you face another
Sunday pastoring your flock, with all its challenges, frustrations, and
disappointments, remember this memorable image painted by Dave Evans: "Work
is God's sandbox. He invites His children to play together in ways that help to
grow them into who they are to become."
You can read Dave Evans excellent article on work here.
Read more like this at Dr. Murray's own personal blog, Head Heart Hand.